It's been a while since I've posted. A lot has been going on. In other words I've been so busy with work and play that my mind has been distracted from my sorrows. Until Mother's day that is.
I noticed among all of my Mothers day wishes I received via text messages, there was a large group of people that did not reach out to me. My brother for one, my "God father/baba" (for lack of a better description) and all of my wonderful spiritual siblings. And to make matters worse, one of them called my sister and spoke to my mom. Nothing for me though. What the hell was going on?!! KoKo grew up with these people! How can they supposedly be on the path of riotousness when they don't practice the most common belief parallel in all religions. 'Do unto other's as you would have them do unto you' and 'What goes around come around'. Well I have one thing to say to them all...Karma is a fat hungry bitch and the kitchen cabinets are bare.
Anyway, I dusted my shoulders off real quick and decided to reach out to my baba's wife. Since I don't personally have her number I had to call his. To make a long story short, he answered, I had angry words with him concerning the fact he hasn't reached out sing KoKo passed, to which he denied. After 20 minutes of listening to him BS me, I cut the conversation short by telling him to wish his wife a happy Mother's day for me. I guess he did because I got a text message saying "same to you" from a phone number I didn't recognize.
Now that I've gotten that off my chest, back to business at hand.
I've been going through some of my videos of KoKo and I compiled a few of them spanning from 2008 to 2010. Every time I watch it the rest of my children surround me and we share in happy memories, special moments and funny times. I have some other videos of my daughter when she was a baby but I have to pull them off of DV somehow and get them onto my computer to edit. Nonetheless, there will be more to come.
I am smiling now and will continue as much as possible from here on.
I noticed among all of my Mothers day wishes I received via text messages, there was a large group of people that did not reach out to me. My brother for one, my "God father/baba" (for lack of a better description) and all of my wonderful spiritual siblings. And to make matters worse, one of them called my sister and spoke to my mom. Nothing for me though. What the hell was going on?!! KoKo grew up with these people! How can they supposedly be on the path of riotousness when they don't practice the most common belief parallel in all religions. 'Do unto other's as you would have them do unto you' and 'What goes around come around'. Well I have one thing to say to them all...Karma is a fat hungry bitch and the kitchen cabinets are bare.
Anyway, I dusted my shoulders off real quick and decided to reach out to my baba's wife. Since I don't personally have her number I had to call his. To make a long story short, he answered, I had angry words with him concerning the fact he hasn't reached out sing KoKo passed, to which he denied. After 20 minutes of listening to him BS me, I cut the conversation short by telling him to wish his wife a happy Mother's day for me. I guess he did because I got a text message saying "same to you" from a phone number I didn't recognize.
Now that I've gotten that off my chest, back to business at hand.
I've been going through some of my videos of KoKo and I compiled a few of them spanning from 2008 to 2010. Every time I watch it the rest of my children surround me and we share in happy memories, special moments and funny times. I have some other videos of my daughter when she was a baby but I have to pull them off of DV somehow and get them onto my computer to edit. Nonetheless, there will be more to come.
I am smiling now and will continue as much as possible from here on.
